It has been 5 months since I had Logan, and I still feel just as emotional as I did when I was pregnant. Well, maybe not AS emotional but pretty darn close. I know my co-workers have seen a change as I am not biting their heads off everyday anymore. Little things still seem to get me going though, either in a good way or a bad way.
Having a baby really opens up your heart in many amazing ways. Before I had Logan I would watch "A Baby Story" and other shows that had to do with having kids (I had really bad baby fever) and it would just make me really want a baby but never really brought on any emotion. Now that I have Logan and I watch those shows I always end up crying. It amazes me everyday how much more my heart is growing as he gets older. Yesterday he was napping when I got home from working a 12 hour day, and when he started to stir I leaned over to say Hello and he gave me a small smile and reached up and touched my face. He just stared into my eyes with his hands on my cheeks. I live for these moments. When nothing else in the world matters but your adorable little boy.
Logan has been sick the past few days. I came down with a mild case of the stomach flu on Monday and my poor baby caught it. He started throwing up on Tuesday. It only lasted until that evening, but that is also when the diarrhea started. He was such a good boy through it all, but his poor mommy is so over poop. He seems to finanlly be recovering from the diarrhea, and I have my fingers crossed for confirmation on that when I get home from work.
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